male. middle class. and white.

i had a million chances to tell you everything.....

2005-11-20T23:20:10Z

this weekend was fun.

chilled with an old friend of mine.

hung out with the most amazing girl ever.

i love you.

only 2 days this week.

im ready to rake some leafs.

they hold my hand and ask me to pull through. a voice i know says "dear, he probably can't hear you.

2005-10-31T02:42:11Z

well im glad we have friday off.

school blows.

and so does homework.

long nights. hard times. everything that makes you feel tired....

2005-10-27T03:24:54Z

ahh life what can i say?

im with the girl of my dreams.

i couldnt ask for more.

thats all i have to say.

i guess thats life.

walkin tall you bought it all......

2005-10-09T05:19:20Z

the hand of my clock strikes two
in times when I got the best of you
we made promises we couldn't keep
and every night we couldn't sleep
i didn't know why but didn't ask questions
because it was the first time in my life
where I did something right

school sucks. im failing it once again. i hope i graduate on time. but whatever, i'll see what happens. i want it to be summer again. i miss the late nights, my job, and just no responsibility. but i know that wont be here for awhile. i only have 2 years left here. i dont know what the hell im gonna do after that. i probably wont even make it to a decent college.

but today was me and lorens 8 month. without her i dk where id be. she always makes me happy and puts a smile on my face no matter how shitty or bad my day has been. i love her soo much. im in love. i cant describe it, but its just there. she means the world to me. <3.

bigotis1000 @ 2005-09-21T22:26:00

2005-09-22T02:49:05Z

so i had a really good day with loren.

we just basically chilled and had a good time.

for some reason we just click. kind of like a lemon in a sweet tea.

im really glad that we got together last year.

i dont know what id do without you.

i love you.

in other news.....

I discovered a crx. she's a 91 Si. my buddy at Carolina Performance Racing was selling it. i decided to buy her as my project/drag car.

I havent named her yet, but shes gonna be a bitch to build. but when its all said and done, i can look back and say yeah. i built her.

I decided that im not gonna drive it on the track. im gonna get one of my friends who works at honda or cp to do it. i should have died last november street racing. i still dont know how i survived and its just a bad memory that plays over and over in my head. not being able to stop, the screeching of the breaks, flying off the road, taking out a mailbox, my head hitting the wheel, going into ditch and hitting a bunch of trees. the smell, the smoke, its just not worth fuckin my life up again.

I should have more pics of it up tommorow or friday.

bigotis1000 @ 2005-09-14T17:37:00

2005-09-14T21:48:13Z

so were rollin outta school today. ben's drivin. me and ryan in the back. ben gets pulled for speeding in a school zone. so we pull over and the cop gets out (ben has his music on at a reasonably loud level and is still smokin his cig) all hagrid and walks up all slow. the cop is like you arent 18, you shouldnt be smokin., you were speeding etc. so ben flicks his cig out the window and the cop is like pick that up, its littering. all in all it was funny as hell because ryan bet ben that within the first 2 months of him having his license he would get pulled. and it happened.

but anyways i just got back from lorens. ive pretty much decided that im in love with her. and her hot ass yoga pants. im out.

excuse me while i fall apart.....

2005-09-06T02:14:35Z

so today i turned 17.

hung out with the most amazing girl ever. was fun as hell. especially when you get thrown out of a hammock. joke i love you.

but yeah the system has been finally put in. sounds good. was suprised actually.

but yeah im out.

i wish it was still summer.

2005-08-29T01:53:24Z

some call me the gangster of love.

goodbye summer.

2005-08-25T03:12:27Z

so have you ever done something and gotten caught but every minute of it was so worth it?

thats what kinda happened the other day but ha im not gonna get into details.

lets just say a simply amazing night with an amazing girl and leave it at that.

but yeah school starts up tommorow. im not really down with the whole wakin up early thing.

damn. only 2 more years. and its over. time flies.

i get to see her on friday. cannot wait. ahhhhhh.

well i guess i will leave you with a pic of my new dunks. fresh in the mail. and on their way.

i have nachos.

2005-08-14T05:50:57Z

tonight was epic.

im gonna be gone for a week.

im gonna miss my girl.

im out.

u know u like that picture.

are we playing for keeps?

2005-08-12T05:29:55Z

i had the most fun ive had in awhile tonight.

and thats all i have to say.

i love u.

I hope it never ends...

2005-08-01T05:07:42Z

so life gave me a big scare these past few weeks. i wasnt prepared for what could have happened. im just glad everything thing worked out.

on a lighter note, i made carolina gravediggers. a Division 3 paintball team. we had practice today. it was crunk. playin in the rain.

every night she seems to amaze me even more. i am so in love with her. i hope this feeling lasts forever.

but the plan is to show you that i understand....

2005-07-28T16:47:41Z

the past few days have been fun, i finally got my license back. summer school has ended. and she is amazing.

the crew

2005-07-21T21:20:33Z

so we got 5th out of 13. made semi finals. it was ill.

summer school is almost over and my girl gets home tommorow.

cant wait.

time flies but i love spending it with you...

2005-07-11T02:29:55Z

so summer is goin by fast. really fast actually. still no license but should have it by the end of this week hopefully. well the 2nd session of summer school starts back tuesday and im not too excited about that whole thing. for those of you who didnt know i lost my job until august 1st. so the money supply has been cut off.

on a lighter note, Natural Selection is on the rise again. Our 5 man team now consists of Myself, Stuball, J.D. Bush, David Hughes, and Brody Long. we have a big tourney this saturday and i cannot wait.

like your shoes.
their very hott.
i love you.

the start...

2005-06-29T03:07:22Z

how does it look?

working hard to get my fill.

2005-06-28T00:24:44Z

yeah so summer is goin good. besides the fact that i have to attend summer school. work is fun, and im makin good money. about to drop mad cash on an all alpine system. im out.

hot hott new hair

2005-06-19T23:11:32Z

due to popular demand.

before:

after:

me and my fly hunny:

bored.

2005-06-18T17:47:32Z

so i got my haircut today. about to go to the mall with that girl. im out.

she took me me by suprise.

2005-06-12T06:19:45Z

ive never felt this way before. about anyone or anything. i love her. and it feels good.

throwin these bows and bustin them heads

2005-06-08T04:40:11Z

saw star wars tonight. shit was epic. better than any of the others.

loren i love you.

im out.

paintball.

2005-06-01T19:29:55Z

The X.

John David and Me.

Virus Kidz.

Me.

Walt. Wu-Tang.

ross.

virus kidz.

me and walt.

i dont get many things right the first time.

2005-05-28T18:47:12Z

last night was fun. loren i love you. i cant wait for outkast.

i was supposed to play paintball today but i was called into work. hopefully i will get to play tommorow.

saturday school this morning was retarted. we sat at the tables in the quad and just talked for 2 hours. we got out at 11 which was nice.

we are getting a permit for the field in my backyard. neighbors = stupid.

im out.

i've seen gangsta's get religious when they start bleedin.

2005-05-23T22:00:18Z

The end of school is near. Funny how fast the first 2 years of highschool are over. The next 2 will probably go even faster. Im not complaining tho, im ready to get out. Im not sure what to do with this paycheck. If i wait for the next one I can get my dynasty boarded shocker, or i could buy the lowering springs for my car right now. ahhhhh. anyways loren got a new phone today, and i can actually hear her clearly now. im out

fuck the beef nigga, ima miss you and thats just bein real with u.

2005-05-20T01:23:22Z

so ready for tommorow. this week has sucked. core is finally over. star wars is out, and i need to see it. loren what? ha. work has officially started and im pumped. dynasty shocker is on the way. and i cant wait for it. summer is getting near. check out this pic. its of me and that girl..