| walkin tall you bought it all...... |
[Oct. 9th, 2005|01:58 am] |
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| |  okay | ] |
the hand of my clock strikes two
in times when I got the best of you
we made promises we couldn't keep
and every night we couldn't sleep
i didn't know why but didn't ask questions
because it was the first time in my life
where I did something right
school sucks. im failing it once again. i hope i graduate
on time. but whatever, i'll see what happens. i want
it to be summer again. i miss the late nights, my job, and just
no responsibility. but i know that wont be here for awhile.
i only have 2 years left here. i dont know what the hell im gonna
do after that. i probably wont even make it to a decent college.
but today was me and lorens 8 month. without her i dk where id
be. she always makes me happy and puts a smile on my face no
matter how shitty or bad my day has been. i love her soo
much. im in love. i cant describe it, but its just
there. she means the world to me. <3.
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|10:26 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | Usher- you got it bad. | ] |
so i had a really good day with loren.
we just basically chilled and had a good time.
for some reason we just click. kind of like a lemon in a sweet tea.
im really glad that we got together last year.
i dont know what id do without you.
i love you.
in other news.....
I discovered a crx. she's a 91 Si. my buddy at Carolina
Performance Racing was selling it. i decided to buy her as my
project/drag car.
I havent named her yet, but shes gonna be a bitch to build. but
when its all said and done, i can look back and say yeah. i built
her.
I decided that im not gonna drive it on the track. im gonna get
one of my friends who works at honda or cp to do it. i should
have died last november street racing. i still dont know how i
survived and its just a bad memory that plays over and over in my
head. not being able to stop, the screeching of the breaks,
flying off the road, taking out a mailbox, my head hitting the wheel,
going into ditch and hitting a bunch of trees. the smell, the
smoke, its just not worth fuckin my life up again.
I should have more pics of it up tommorow or friday.
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[Sep. 14th, 2005|05:37 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
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| | triple 6 | ] |
so were rollin outta school today. ben's drivin. me and
ryan in the back. ben gets pulled for speeding in a school
zone. so we pull over and the cop gets out (ben has his music on
at a reasonably loud level and is still smokin his cig) all hagrid and
walks up all slow. the cop is like you arent 18, you shouldnt be
smokin., you were speeding etc. so ben flicks his cig out the
window and the cop is like pick that up, its littering. all in
all it was funny as hell because ryan bet ben that within the first 2
months of him having his license he would get pulled. and it
happened.
but anyways i just got back from lorens. ive pretty much decided
that im in love with her. and her hot ass yoga pants. im
out.
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| excuse me while i fall apart..... |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|10:04 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | matchbook romance | ] |
so today i turned 17.
hung out with the most amazing girl ever. was fun as hell.
especially when you get thrown out of a hammock. joke i love you.
but yeah the system has been finally put in. sounds good. was suprised actually.
but yeah im out.
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| goodbye summer. |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|11:12 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | ben folds. | ] |
so have you ever done something and gotten caught but every minute of it was so worth it?
thats what kinda happened the other day but ha im not gonna get into details.
lets just say a simply amazing night with an amazing girl and leave it at that.
but yeah school starts up tommorow. im not really down with the whole wakin up early thing.
damn. only 2 more years. and its over. time flies.
i get to see her on friday. cannot wait. ahhhhhh.
well i guess i will leave you with a pic of my new dunks. fresh in the mail. and on their way.
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| i have nachos. |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|01:45 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | notorious | ] |
tonight was epic.
im gonna be gone for a week.
im gonna miss my girl.
im out.
u know u like that picture.
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| are we playing for keeps? |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|01:29 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | matchbook romance | ] |
i had the most fun ive had in awhile tonight.
and thats all i have to say.
i love u.
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| I hope it never ends... |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|01:01 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | matchbook romance | ] |
so life gave me a big scare these past few weeks. i wasnt prepared for what could have happened. im just glad everything thing worked out.
on a lighter note, i made carolina gravediggers. a Division 3 paintball team. we had practice today. it was crunk. playin in the rain.
every night she seems to amaze me even more. i am so in love with her. i hope this feeling lasts forever. |
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| the crew |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|05:18 pm] |
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| | gang signz | ] |
so we got 5th out of 13. made semi finals. it was ill.
summer school is almost over and my girl gets home tommorow.
cant wait.
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| time flies but i love spending it with you... |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|10:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | triple six mafia | ] |
so summer is goin by fast. really fast actually. still no license but should have it by the end of this week hopefully. well the 2nd session of summer school starts back tuesday and im not too excited about that whole thing. for those of you who didnt know i lost my job until august 1st. so the money supply has been cut off.
on a lighter note, Natural Selection is on the rise again. Our 5 man team now consists of Myself, Stuball, J.D. Bush, David Hughes, and Brody Long. we have a big tourney this saturday and i cannot wait.
like your shoes.
their very hott.
i love you. |
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| the start... |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | bone thugs | ] |
how does it look?
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| working hard to get my fill. |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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| | blank | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | tupac | ] |
yeah so summer is goin good. besides the fact that i have to attend summer school. work is fun, and im makin good money. about to drop mad cash on an all alpine system. im out. |
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| hot hott new hair |
[Jun. 19th, 2005|07:02 pm] |
due to popular demand.
before:
after:
me and my fly hunny:
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| bored. |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|01:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Eazy | ] |
so i got my haircut today. about to go to the mall with that girl. im out. |
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| she took me me by suprise. |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|02:17 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | ben folds | ] |
ive never felt this way before. about anyone or anything. i love her. and it feels good.
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